What I am thinking is beyond your imagination.
What I had done, you would never guess.
What I am capable doing to my own self,
What I am fighting inside my head, will never visualized in your mind.
So do not feel cheated when you discover some tiny bit of fact.
It's nothing to do with your intelligence,
experienced analysis about humanity,
or your emotional capacity.
I am not hiding it
I am not protecting you or myself
I am not intended to leave some room for your imagination
Least of all,
I am not trying to be
sophisticated, unpredictable,
all the atrocity words in "modern society” sense.
It's just me.