26 August 2010

What I feel today, tonight, right now
restless, mix feeling

one of many those empty feeling nights
repeat again
out of control

Feel of unsatisfaction fills my heart
only a little speech
only a little act
wither me

I need to write to understand my feeling more
I need to write to understand myself more

I need to write to let out a lot of emotions
that I am not familiar with
to express
to simply recognize
what is this emotion called
that's for me are
beyond definition

I need to write
because on top of everything, dear to me
It helps me going through
this life

I need to write to allow myself to grieve
I need to write to liberated myself
I need to write to know what I actually feel

I need to write because so many things burdened
weighing my hearts,
I will cry and never stop
If I am not writing

I will lost without writing....