The Death of My Suicidal Fish
「from me to .....」
my suicidal fish
big, orange, red
quietly merged
around the others
strong fishes
hardly floating
my suicidal fish
lives longer
than all other fishes
from nothing to everything
center of affectionunbearable
my suicidal fish
floating
in the water surface
burn herself
unsuccessfully
my suicidal fish
gather
all her strength
jumping
to the air
landed
on the earth
now
because she is
the only one
she has to be saved
all her effort
days of struggle
to reach the liberation
failed
because she is
the only one
now
hands gently put her
back into the pool
of desperation
kindness
that suffocate
selfishness, pride
my suicidal fish
waiting patiently
one day little
orange fish born
my suicidal fish
waiting patiently until
the little fish
gets stronger
and continue to live
day by day
my suicidal fish
quietly dying
One morning
she floated
with eyes wide open
staring to nothing
no tears
nor regret
she can die
because she is
not the only one
now
the suicidal fish
reach her dream
that morning
sacrificed
and
sacrificing.
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