The Day I Let You Go +Part 4+Last Part+

I am one amongst many other choices in your life 

                                                  and I am at the bottom of it. 

I thought it’s only that my love is greater than your love to me 

      but I learnt that my love and trust for you are not the one you want.

Not because we have been so many times together you can say anything to me 

                                    so you can do anything to me

But because in your eyes 

                                 
                                                 I am worthless.

I am always there

   
                         so I am a substitute.

I am always the one reaching you because

                                                        I am not in your world.

For the words that slipped through your mouth are always blame 

for your words and acts get worst the more I spend time with you 

for you turn to me only when you need to let out the darkest side of you 

                          that you don’t want those dears for you to see 

for I hold importance in you only in the time you need help

for you only squeeze me, even more, think that’s kindness 

for you get farther than your true self 

for your blank expression every time people who still care for you 

                                          tried to tell you the truth 

for the same reason you saw in others are weaknesses that make you mocking and 

faulting them 

                                                                are your misery….

For your lips never speak good words when you talk to me

                                                                        I need to silence it immortally.

For your eyes never see anything good about me

                                                                       I need to shut it eternally.

For your existence days after days make me suffer

                                                                     I need to detach it.

Though your beauty mesmerize me

                                                                  I have to scatter it.

Though my love for you is infinite

                                                              I am diminishing you.

As I let you go

                         in my world you are a non-existent. 

                                    +As I let you go, I put a(nother) death unto myself.+